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no lessons today, that's something good to start with. :)
spent like1 hour to break a singapore's record for the longest human chain =/ was rather un-interesting~ heh.
had the teachers' day celebration too. good effort, bad standard. but overall was aight xD
livia, xuli and me then changed into pe shirt (doing away with the stinky tees) when we were dismissed... xPpP
we headed to orchard to have our lunch and started WINDOW shopping. of course, not to forget; crapping! had visited a few art galleries too ^^ ARTistic. =]
the paintings were fantastic and tsk, darn expensive~ heh.
we ate and ate... xS then headed home in seperate ways.

wayne, sorry okay? didnt meant it, but im sorry that it's the way it is. =/
boarded the bus and saw him turning away. avoiding? the view from the back, looked rather sad. =[
i hope we could go back to the time before it all happened...

erm. then it's mR. sorry~!! x.x
he dropped early to, leave. i dont know what i can say, but dont leave...

i love you all` it's something i can never deny. i appreciate it all, but i have only one choice. so, can we just turn back time?

nothing much to blog today.. =/
im just super hyper! cos im so glad i made it through the next round... =] it's so not expected~
thanks to those who supported and encouraged me!! thanks to those who congratulated me too! i love you people ^^
hmm... there's bb, charmaine, livia, xuli, eileen, WINNIE, lauren, nicholas, wenyao, josephine, parry, lincoln, dc members blah blah blah` the list goes on, pleeeease forgive me if your name's not mentioned! you know i love you! =))
sold tulips today for the children's cancer society... did quite well i guess~ ^^ felt quite good, doing a good deed as charity =]

i dont know why. but im all happy and sad now. some of you might have know the reason...
my good friends didnt turn up at the singing competition...

i wouldnt expect them to, if they hadnt repeatedly tell me they definitely will~
i lied to myself that they're just busy and that they would still come to me, informing me they're not free but at least encourage or support me... but when i asked, the reply i get from one is im sorry, i forgot, another was i know you're joining, but no one tell me when...
i start wondering the importance. dont know, dont care, dont bother

the thing is, why did others, people whom i hardly talk to, bothers to encourage, support and come asking about how i fare.
right at that point of time, what were they doing?

whenever someone asked me about this, or when i told those i called good friends or even now, im tearing - tears of disappointment
can anyone define the meaning of friends?

i wouldnt expect you girls to come, if you hadn't tell me you definitely will.......

today's quite all right i guess.. =)
ended lessons at 1230 but had to go for a history test which i wrote nothing but craps. all prepared to fail~ then i rushed to the chinese singing competition... the moment i stepped in, i started to freeze... my hands were all cold... x.x
they hadnt go according to the numbers they gave us~ i was shocked when suddenly we were called... =/ so not prepared.
gosh, i was shaking all over... trying to act calm~ =X haiz.
judges were nodding right from the start of our performance. wonder if it meant yes, they should be through or yes, they should be out. anyway, i gotta thank those people who supported and encouraged us =)
err. BB! hsunhao, alicia tan, shixuan, josephine, nicholas, charmaine, xuli, livia blah blah blah... (the list goes on) sorry if your name's not mentioned. i love you all!!
of course, i wished we could made it through but it's good enough that i have the support and this experience ^^ hee.
now, all i have to do is wait for the results that will be told next week... good luck to me! (",)

had been going out, really tired =/
today was worse, went out since morning and i just got home... (imagine dinner at 9 x.x)
bought tons of stuffs... heh. not to forget, thanks to you peeps out there (you guys know who you are! ^^)
today's the release of kelly's and kelvin's singles, have you bought it? hahs. i doubt i will~ xP
ending here... cos im really exhausted and tomorrow's a school day... boo and bullfrogs!

time went past really fast today :)
supposed to watch a movie with eileen, kimngoh and shunli... ended up there's no good show up recently` except, THE MAID (which eileen refuse to watch) =/
so four spastics walked around, playing with kids toys and stuffs... in the end, the guys ran off to play lan... so much for that.
a lower secondary guy was sitting at the storey 2 stairs, crying? i was shocked when i was about to come up to my flat... XS he looked like he's thrown out of the house... *yikes* haiz~

i didnt watch the result show for yesterday's jue dui superstar, how could kelly and kelvin make it?! i want sinhuey and junyang, that's more like a competition!! =[
kelly was so out that day, based on those performances, i had no idea why she made it to final 4!
yeah, i knew kelvin would be in cos someone got the inside news and told me before the result show... haiz~ i was praying hard for it to be UN-true.

anyway, i changed the player for my blogs ^^ now, it could shuffle the songs~ heh.

okayy, i just got hold of the results for jue dui supastar~ =)) but i couldnt get the songs kelvin sung... =/ so i hope kelvin's supporters dont mind...

[[Round 1]] Self-improvised Song
JunYang - 34.5
Ai Hen Jian Dan * David Tao
Kelvin - 34
-NiL-
Kelly - 41
Hui Jia * ShunZa
SinHuey - 42
Ku Bu Chu Lai * Zhang Hui Mei

[[Round 2]] English Song
JunYang - 43
If You Come Back * Blue
Kelvin - 37
-NiL-
Kelly - 37
What's Up * NiL
SinHuey - 41.5
Beautiful * Christina Aguilera

[[Round 3]] Judge's Choice Song
JunYang - 44.5
Tong Hua * Guang Liang
Kelvin - 37
Tong Hua * Guang Liang
Kelly - 38
Yi Shi De Mei Hao * Angela Zhang
SinHuey - 44
Yi Shi De Mei Hao * Angela Zhang

so that's it! i have to say, hui jia by shunza is a very very nice song... =) but it's quite shocking to see that kelly lost out entirely to sinhuey (based on the judges scores), probably she could get back from the votings of her supporters... again, kelvin lost out entirely to junyang =/ wish you people good luck ^^

feeling sick now... lost my voice *darkness* haiz~
jiv cough so funny, all the time we thought he was doing gentle sneezes... heh
school was boring AS USUAL today =/ hung out in school to "revise" but i dont think it does any help ehh. =X

hearing bad news about them... so, i decided i could never ever say about it` will never be the cause of it then.. =) hope they would be as happy as ever.. ^^

okay, finally. whoever it is, thanks for the effort... i appreciate it. but, you're just wasting your time. it's not gonna affect my life, im not gonna get pissed or upset over your remarks... but please respect, it's my blog. i didn't block your IP ADDRESS doesnt mean i cant or wouldnt~ putting those nicks dont mean people wouldnt know who you are... they just go with their guesses and whether they're right or not, you'll be in your bad reputation. get over it, you're just bringing yourself either anger or misery, not worth it. if you're thinking that "no, im not angry or upset", then you wont even bother to tag these comments.

=)

felt like blogging right now... really very vexed, no idea what am i supposed to do. =/
i couldnt believe what i found out! it's so not right, oh goshh~
i dont wish he stead with my dear friend, because he wanted to FORGET or because someone is actually interested in him... it's not fair to her!!
how could he do that? now i feel all so guilty about it... it feels like she's being cheated by him, because of me?! i could only hope that now their feelings were true, yet the start was all a lie! ='( i couldnt bring myself to tell her...

dude, if you know im talking about you, and you're reading this... i hope to hear from you~ i dont wish she get hurt, and i know you wont... so please, tell me the truth!

*i wish all of these are just my mistakes, they didnt happen!*

didnt go to school today, was a little feverish, yet didnt go see a doctor either.. =/
the time i woke up was the time school was dismissed... heh
having a real bad throat now, very uncomfortable =[ haiz~

i still have to comment about that issue about tagging...
it doesnt really bother, but i hope whoever it is, please respect me and of course, yourself. using despicable (im sorry i have to use such term) methods, affects what people think of you and not me...
i rather you stand out and talk things out, not keep all your unhappiness and made others that werent involve unhappy~
PEACE-

went out for both days, heh.
yesterday was a all guys outing, and luckily lisa came along, so im not lonely! *muacks* =P
didnt want to watch the fireworks, cos i've expected that i would meet many people i know of *phew* heh.
watched ndp at home, act 3 (singapore soka association) rawks! glad for my fellow people, rawk on!!! ^^
went kbox today =X sang like mad; down with a lil sore throat now...
ahboy looked sad since yesterday till just now, very quiet... =/ poor guy~ *shakes head*
i vowed i'll never go out with chloe ever again! (i know she aint gonna read this, anyway she knows it. x.x) she makes too much noise... a miracle that kiat could stand her~ she made so much noise all the way home! =/
watching jue dui supastar now, rock on peeps! =]

okay. i forgot to blog yesterday~ so here's the results before the show tonight, in case someone out there couldn't watch tonight... =]
F1 - Silver [31]
Dou Shi Ye Gui Ren - Xu Mei Jing
Ai Qing Zi Dian - Sun Yan Zi
F2 - SinHuey [41.5]
Wen Rou De Ye - Deng Miao Hua
Xin Tong - Chen Jie Yi
F3 - Kelly [38.5]
Cheng Li De Ye Guang - Xu Mei Jing
Dan Xin - Chen Jie Yi
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M1 - Kelvin [39.5]
Wo De Shen Huo Zai Zhe Li - Wu Jia Ming
Ni Shi Wo De Wei Yi - Wu Qi Xian
M2 - JunYang [38]
Yi Wang Guo Qu - Wu Qi Xian
Ta Yi Ding Hen Ai Ni - Ah Du
M3 - Derrick [35.5]
Guan Huai Fang Shi - Chen Han Wei / Cai Li Lian
Ni Shi Wo Zui Shen Ai De Ren - Yong Bang

it's quite shocking for me... kelly and junyang had been pushed down, kelvin and sinhuey became the top for this week. derrick and silver gotta buck up!!

it's the eve of national day, so school was half day. missed beatty idol, cos choir's supposed to perform at IRAS =/
the performance was a so-so, nothing special, not much feeling involved`
after the whole event, shixuan, charmaine, livia, xuli and me went to shop and hang around, wherever our legs could take us. heh.
didn't hang out for too long, cos we're all tired, i could even dose off on the bus and in front of my computer. -.-zzzZZ
got so many new songs, wheeee! ^^
got almost all the songs i introduced on the other blog of mine. =) thus, i should be kind. if anyone wants any of the songs, can ask me... perhaps, other songs are possible too, hehs.

lessons were boring; as usual.
took napfa today, got dragged by winnie, but it was a good thing. i dont have to think about it anymore.
wanted to fail everything, but winnie pushed me and i happen to get 2 As. hahs.
stomach muscles aching badly. xS
wasted alot of time at the basketball court, chatting and singing. (not to forget kana whack on the thigh by a ball)
although i aint going to the whatever soccer matches tomorrow and sunday, but wish all the guys good luck!! support~~ ^^

last time im gonna mention about this issue (i presume if she doesnt come looking for me talking about it anymore) if you had read the conversation, prolly you wouldn't had understand it. well, same here!!!
she said i was arrogant, so meaning i should be nicer, then she said it's pointless to be polite. =/
she said she wanna talk on msn, then she said dont bother?! x.x
and she's furious about me deleting, and she wanted me to delete. xS
so what does she mean by MY conclusion, when i was talking about jumping into conclusion? how does that link? ?.?
she asked when i started disliking her, i said i never used to and she said i know it myself. what kind of answer will satisfy her? (=.=""""")
is that what you people used to say as a...... urm..... COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN?! heh.
so i closed the window, and she came back to type some symbols and i didnt bother to reply... then after awhile she's offline on my msn. does that show that she's actually very into the continuation of this "quarrel"?
i dont think i have the duty to understand every single character of each person i talk to. to know what they like, what they dont and how do they like me to talk like. =.= im not a actress, i dont fake things, i just say like it is! get it straight-

im feeling really accused now. as i've said, i only told her not to add me if she changed her account, cos ONE my msn is rather full, TWO we seldom talk. i reconfirm, SHE, called me BITCH. thanks.
click***THE CONVERSATION. ***here
i dont wanna say as if im the one accusing her.

before the jue dui supastar shows today and tomorrow, just wanna let you know who sing what and how much did they score? perhaps, you'll then know who you wanna support? (or maybe it doesnt matter ^^)
M1 - Derrick
Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin [36.5]
M2 - Jason
Re Qing De Sha Mo [30]
M3 - Kelvin
Cao Yuan Zi Ye [28.5]
M4 - Jun Yang
Liu Shui Nian Hua [41.5]
F1 - Sin Huey
Zhan Zai Gao Gang Shang [38.5]
F2 - Candyce
Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni [33]
F3 - Kelly
Ke Ai De Mei Gui Hua [39.5]
F4 - Silver
Ai Shen [29]
awww... kelvin scored the lowest, so unexpected =/ but i really hope the supporters could push him up. and it's a close fight between sinhuey and kelly, so gambatte! rock on all semi-finalists! (",)

decided to flare up in blog. dont want to force people into hearing my complaints, although a few already know it.
to that girl who scolded me bitch out of childishness... i wish you grow up!
i seriously have no idea what are you angry about?! is there anything wrong, about me having a full msn account? about not wishing you add me since you love changing email addresses so much? i told you dont bother to add me if you change your account, AGAIN, cos' we dont even talk online! i repeat, my account is quite full. when i have to delete, i have to!!
and so, may i know why do you like the word bitch so much that you've to use it on this small issue? you just prove yourself to be childish.
and if all these hatred started off since last year because of him, i've got nothing to say. you couldn't get him yourself, dont vent your anger on me. i didnt say you couldn't woo him, and i didnt like him as a crush or even more before!!
if you're a coward, then dont admit it by putting bitch on nick and blocking me. so, you wish i see it or wish i didn't?
through this matter, i also realise... YOU ACTUALLY VENT YOUR ANGER ON MY CLOSE FRIEND! she's not your dog or slave! i dont wish to do anything about you scolding me bitch, but if im hearing you bully her once more, that's really it!!
i also heard you imitating people, but dont try it. you'll never grow up if you continues.
lastly, so what if im not well liked, it doesnt affect your life. and yeah, it doesnt mean you're well liked either. thank you.

today was an okay day for me... lesssons were boring, as usual. hahs~
went to j8 with winnie, eileen, chiahhsin, lauren and gladys... but ended up it was only winnie and me, heh.
we went shopping, perhaps you would want to add a "window" in front... =X kekes. chatted non-stop (about almost anything)=PpP
met soooo many people that i used to know, but not the close ones, so i just keep avoiding as much as i could.. =/ heh.
met egr on the bus, he's as BIG n STRONG as the past... (tsk, cant blame! you know his job, to those that know him) heh.
wahh... jo says choong sucks, that ass! (grrr*) i have stopped saying jay chow sucks, how could she! ahhhhh~ x.x
xuli's worse, she said rain is the only guy that made her heart melts! crap. (never trust her taste~)
prolly not going for napfa 5 items tomorrow, there's social studies course that we paid for and there's choir... so i have to choose one out of three (which all i dont wanna go) x))
sheesh, there's dnt and history tomorrow and i havent done the assignments!!! ahhhh, better get going! out.

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